To Own A Man

Beyond torture, beyond fear
On the distant horizon beyond mere humiliation
After beatings, abuse and abject domination
Comes ownership
To steal an hour is mirth
A day, blissful indulgence
But to steal a life; that is magic
That is transcendence

His first sentence is banishment
To be exiled from me
To continue with his own affairs while already possessed
He thinks of nothing
But me
Nothing
But the afflictions I have visited upon him
The scent of my plump, powerful, shapely legs
The unbearable agony as they crushed his head into mush
The endless, vicious slaps and closed-fist punches
The glory of my divine, gorgeous ass
Which he was made to kiss, worship, and sniff
Over and over

He obsesses compulsively over the sound of my voice
So sexy, so demanding
Ordering him to bark
‘Bark, Bitch!’
Since he is, in truth, a pig
He grunts better than he barks
He was punished for such ineptitude
By full-throttle kicks
To the face and head
Blood-soaked swine
I made him my ash-tray
Devil only knows how many lit cigarette butts he swallowed
Begging each time for another
I spit into his urinal of a mouth
I toilet-trained him
He showered praises of gratitude upon me
For that moment of discovery
His true life’s calling
To receive with thanks
My piss
My shit

Hospitalized after his punishment
He remembers now
Relives each second
As his intolerable days pass
Yesterday, a record
71 cell phone calls
I never pick up
Waste phone minutes on human dung?
Why?

When at last he stops calling, I know it’s time
He has lost everything
His life has crumbled
Money, job, family, friends, fiancee
All gone
Because of me
Me alone
The conquest of the goddess
Come to me, I say
But say good-bye to all you know
From this day forward
I own you
He was sitting on the curb
In front of my house
When he called